I was realllly distracted and didn't wanna run today. First of all, I was really tired this morning... maybe because I don't ever go to sleep before midnight, and maybe because of the antihistamine/anti-allergy medicine I took that could've made me drowsy. Either way, even an espresso wasn't enough to stop me from wanting to pass out on my keyboard at work.
And I'm not gunna lie, I wasn't exactly motivated to run, even without the distraction of thinking about this weekend. (Kat and Rachel are coming TONIGHT!!! And against my better judgement, I may go out tonight with them even though I told myself I wasn't going to...) I guess there's part of me that enjoys having nothing to do when I get off work, having the option to work out if I feel like it or just relax, maybe go shopping, maybe go to dinner or whatever. As much as I need discipline to keep myself in shape, I also value down-time and not having anything planned or scheduled. I want to have my cake and eat it, too- big shocker.
Well, at least I did it.
And I ALMOST quit running and just walked up that damn hill... but I stopped running for a few seconds, then made myself jog up the rest of the way.
Now I can focus on the weekend ahead! (I'm not going to think about the two runs I still have to do this week until I have to do them.)
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